She'll Be Free

i have to stop counting calories, thinking about food, start eating, get my weight up, deal with the emotions that go along with that and then try to stop avoiding social stuff, be more open, make friends, be happy, and just live. i think it all comes down to loving myself and knwoing who i am and knowing that that's good enough and that i'm no worse (and for that fact, no better) than anyone else. i need confidence in myself which comes froma deep belief that i'm worthy. worthy of good things , love, laughter, etc. i just don't know where to find that self love or how to...