Saturday night was...let's just say AWESOME at work! Wow, I never though I'd say that. We were packed and I was running around like a wild women trying to make everybody happy, but I must say, I thought I did a damn good job. I was super proud of myself for not completely freaking out. I even managed to smile and be friendly (something that is not always easy for me). As a bonus, I made some nice pocket cash, which is always needed!
Despite the good mood I was in after work, it all went down hill fast when I started to talk about wedding things with Ben. It all got way too overwhelming and I just broke down. I get so excited about planning everything but when I start to think about the money and how we're going to pay for it, that's when I freak out. I had a bit of a tantrum and then finally went to bed to try to forget about everything. Luckily when I woke up I was feeling better. During my walk that day I started thinking about how maybe waiting another year before getting married might be wise...I mean for the obvious reasons of money and such but also because I like 2014 better than 2013 (again for obvious reasons). All I know is that I LOVE Ben more than anything in the world and spending my life with him is my biggest dream and that's all that matters.
|Ben and I 2010|
Sunday was also a long day for Tucker...since it was raining when I let him out he just came right back in. He was running around the house, messing everything up and making me mad...sometimes I wonder how I'm ever going to deal with kids haha!
Today I have to head down to Boston again for the second appointment of the study thingy that I am doing so I'm not too excited, but I do get paid and that is also a good thing! I am also going to hopefully walk around Boston a bit, maybe wonder to Whole Foods or a fro-yo place...I've never had fro-yo and everyone keeps saying how good it is, so I guess I'll have to go see what it's all about.
Okay now onto the good part of the day...
THE OFFICE! I haven't watched this show in some time and oh how I have missed it! I think I watched four episodes and just couldn't stop laughing. It was so awesome!
And here are some recent pinterest finds that I love...
Hope you had a good weekend :)