i feel so gross and just want to go the fuck home.
just looked in the mirror and swear i was about to cry. i must have gained like five pounds over the weekend. i feel gross and don't know what to do. i haven't eaten yet and don't have any want to. i don't even know how i'm functioning right now...i'm so depressed.
goal for the day: eat as little as possible.
i hate my body. i don't know how i gained so much weight but i need to lose it. being here just makes everything worse. i need to go home.
why do i feel so immensely huge and gross? i don't get it. just the other day i was feeling okay about everything and now it's the complete opposite. how can that be?