She'll Be Free

okay...vent time. seriously i don't know how i'm going to make it in life. i can't even do a simple fucking job. i can't talk to people and i'm just so fucking awkward around other human beings. i'm a fucking loner and guess what? that's what i want to be. i hate trying so hard and failing every fucking time. i'm trying not to be so negative but i don't know what to do...all i can see is everything that i've done and did wrong and what people must think of me. i just kinda want to climb in a really deep hole and die. 

(sorry for the all the swearing)